[quote=@liferusher] Back to the ignored part i'm dumb. There is a reason to be sad about it, since you will be gone. Cant say it happens when either you drink yourself to death because some stupid allergy or you get in a car accident. I would really want to cry if something like that happens since you would be gone but i just can't. When my grandpa for an unknown reason everyone was crying except for me. My mind immediatly went like your family will hate you now. When my grandma was in the hospital last week and nearly died because the doctors hit the main blood line i didnt feel any emotions either. That what person i am a sad non special nor usefull. Im dont even know if i can call myself a person anymore. [/quote] You are a person. I didn't feel anything when my aunt died, nor when. Grandpa or grandma. but now I can say I miss them. I don't cry easily. Never mind the fact I've been on the verge of crying since yesterday. People cope in different ways. You are a person.