[quote=@liferusher] Its annoying to not be able to cry by other people. I only cried once because i told my mom my selfish dream. And thats about it. I keep putting up this fake smile while i keep dreaming about my own selfish desire. I only cry deep in the night and try to get panic attacks to let it all out at the moment. Its hard for me to talk to others about it and i havent been able to tell it to others person nor talk about it. Sorry for coming up with my selfish thoughts out of nowhere [/quote] [i]huggles[/i] I gotta go. I don't know when I'll be back.