I know... You can be a Gm edited and tweaked firm of a crusader. Pelonor is your deity and you are in his favor and still are... You will get Lay on Hands and Bull's Strength, Bear's Endurance, etc. your weapons and armor will be blessed by pelonor. You wont suffer the restrictions of a paladin. Only restrictionbis you cant do evil jobs or stuff... Sounds good?