You have my full permission to kill Alex, but you must make it glorious, and painful.

I will still be around, here and there. I'm not quite sure what direction my life is heading at the moment. I'm going in for a mental health evaluation friday, so I'm just taking it a day at a time. I appreciate everybody's understanding, and someday I hope to return-- as a player.

But for now, day by day, hour by hour.