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I dont know anymore... all the stress that has build up from my problems like panic attacks and such plus hearing that i failed this year at school just broke me today. I have been crying for about 4 hours now and Im just giving up on this point. I dont know if this week will be going any better but if it doesn't i might just cut my wrists or take whatever is in the bathroom drawer at once. Sorry for letting out my thoughts like this.
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I haven't done this in the past and regretted it. If you are considering suicide then SEEK HELP! 

[url]http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/[/url] (or find an equivalent for your area [url]http://www.suicide.org/hotlines/international/netherlands-suicide-hotlines.html[/url]?).

Seriously. I've known two people from my previous job that took their own lives and have had family members attempt the same. You don't know the impact it has on the people around you. Even if you think no one will notice or care I can assure you from experience that that isn't true. I've lost enough people I know already. Not just going to sit around and let it happen again, no matter how distant we may be online.