I have just been lying in bed all day crying and my mom just keeps saying it is gonna be alright and such but when I tell her about my other problems again she just keeps saying thats puberty which drives me mad. My steph dad just said with a straight face that it was my own fault for not doing anything all day. I can say I do that but the last week I have been stressing all over thr place to learn for 4 test of the hardest subject available in my school and he just can keep saying that to get over it. I have been fucked for my other subject which isnt retakable. Even though i only need 0.5 points more out of the 10. I have screwed up my retake out of all the stress and I had been sitting on school trying to find a solution with the teachers after having worked so hard for the low subject these 4 last weeks. Im done. I will see if they have a solution for me that isnt redo the whole year. If that doesnt work out ill try to convince my mom for a far away school on the other side of the country and if that cant be done either ill just maybe try to end it. It is a wuss way but bare with it. I all appreciate your concern but I dont see a reason to excist if my dreams can be crushed so easily like that.