[quote=@liferusher]
I have just been lying in bed all day crying and my mom just keeps saying it is gonna be alright and such but when I tell her about my other problems again she just keeps saying thats puberty which drives me mad. My steph dad just said with a straight face that it was my own fault for not doing anything all day. I can say I do that but the last week I have been stressing all over thr place to learn for 4 test of the hardest subject available in my school and he just can keep saying that to get over it. I have been fucked for my other subject which isnt retakable. Even though i only need 0.5 points more out of the 10. I have screwed up my retake out of all the stress and I had been sitting on school trying to find a solution with the teachers after having worked so hard for the low subject these 4 last weeks. Im done. I will see if they have a solution for me that isnt redo the whole year. If that doesnt work out ill try to convince my mom for a far away school on the other side of the country and if that cant be done either ill just maybe try to end it. It is a wuss way but bare with it. I all appreciate your concern but I dont see a reason to excist if my dreams can be crushed so easily like that.
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If dreams were easier to achieve, we'd all be dancin around happy as can be. Dreams are meant to be hard to achieve-that's what makes them great. 

I know how it feels. I do, look at me, my first option for a career flopped and failed. My second option I love. Sometimes, things happen to make you realise, oh. So that's how it's going to be. 

Do you think at five I saw myself going for my second degree, looking after my disabled parents and searching for any job? No, I saw myself as a high profile nurse. 

But perhaps for the first time in my life, im happy. 

Don't give up. 

It will all work out. I know it doesn't seem like it now, but it will. Discuss it with your teachers. See if you can do a assignment inside for extra credit, or ask what you can do for extra credit. 

But first, life, just take a day for yourself. Push all the worries away and do something that makes you happy. Reading, playing games, watching anime. It doesn't matter. You can't function well in high stress, so take the day. Please