[quote=@Destinyfailhorror17]
Sorry Rose, I been staying here hoping to well see if anything it would boost my hopes for it again. thats why I haven't left...I been kind of waiting ish for something maybe that would get me all hype. Having hope for it.

I will be honest...the five year time skip...really degraded my sprit, it just.. well I had no development in the last athalia and just suddenly five years past well I didn't have much of idea to do with it. It felt like some ides I had I scrap them and reformed them but they aren't working. I know I am just a minority veteran in athalia so it wouldn't bother you too much. 

I am still sticking by but I am just hopeful something would really make me go out there. 
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No veteran is any more important than the other. We need each and everyone of us. I'm not sure how to help with development. The skip was so that character [i]could[/i] develop at least a bit. But maybe that was a bad choice on my part. 

Hopefully Maria forcefully throwing you into the action will help. -shrugs-

And now, I need a pick-me-up. So I'm off to go watch youtube and drown in my failures. (I've been doing that a lot lately...) Anyhoo. I've been trying to get onto the pad but I have so far been unsuccessful. I don't want people to think I'm running away but... for tonight that's probably exactly what I'm doing. I'll still check in in OOC to see if anyone wants to chat or talk about things but I've sort of been drained of any real want to make a post. I might make a small post with Maria adding on to what Vikki said but for the most part, I'll probably just hang back for the night. Besides, tomorrow I need to get caught up on my class. I've been slacking the past few days and I need to spend a few hours to catch up. Meh...

BUT AGAIN... Just because I'm taking a step back does not mean, in any way, that I am giving up. If you have known me at all, you will know that I do not give up very easily especially when it comes to Athalia. Please, please don't give up on me before we even get to do the cool thing with the dragons.. .-.

I mean... Fucking dragons. Taking siege... over a city. .-.

.-.

Brako: Rawr.