What I think about this is that well... its true motivation has been low and I did notice something just as mall thing but I guess because the veterans we had a past together, we got our ideas together and work together as well but with the reboot things like a sudden story well for I didn't know of since i was gone for a while in the pad. It brought up lots of new blood, interest in this story but guessing it was a sudden story change that most of us not able to participate in if you know what I mean. I am sorry if I am not explaining this well. 

I will be honest, with this new story, dragons which I live it just...doesn't affect me much as before, i don't know what to feel for it, dragon taking siege sounds cool but again...I don't feel for it. I been trying to stay here hopefully to get that feeling i had before relived but it not happening, I am still hopeful but...a week time of thinking will really help me decided to go or not. the five year skip really I doing that it would affect me this bad, I am stuck, literally stuck with no idea how to work in this. Everything seemed in place already and I am clueless with it. 

This is my point of view so you can totally discard anything I have said so ya...this just an opinion of mine. Sorry...