Smiling some at her concern for him before she brought up that he could have been killed smile vanishing. As he tried to push the memories that always threatened to crush him under their weight. Sighing somethings could never really be changed and him being who he was he couldn't change that. Though when she mentioned the guy about throwing a book at him. "Good idea how about we throw 'how not to screw up and hurt people' at him." It was a bad way of trying to lighten the mood in him mostly. He knew it was horrible no one had to tell him. "Mostly I rather eat at horrible take out than this stuff." He gestured toward the full tray of food he hadn't touched that was at the side of his bed. "I just drank water that's it the jello was horrible today too so I didn't really get anything to eat." Sighing slightly he for all honesty he didn't want this to end, but he knew to keep his distance.