Give more time, or just leave, there's probably a reason there was an opening for that kind of brutal work.

I think Alison liked the attention or danger but I still don't doubt she did want the guy to back off, as he should. It's more his fault than hers in my mind. She used their history to move things along, she should have? No but she's married, off limits. Though Helena isn't my favorite clone, she def got more love from me. She's been such an interesting character, it's a shame not many shows have someone like her in their cast. As much as she is a wild card, it pays off in dire situations. Ew I can't even think about school, it's a shame you're doing it over the summer. I hope the eye exam checks out, if it doesn't, you may qualify for low vision disability. That's what I have and it pays for my school and books. A new mattress is a godsend, buy that before anything else. 

I should continue with fanfic, I haven't been bored enough...er I mean struck by motivation. Whatever. 

You still dabbling in art/sketching?