I'll leave if the pain becomes too much for me to endure, because I need money. I don't want to go into retail or anything, I can't stand faking smiles for random assholes all day but you gotta do what you gotta do, right?

Yeah, I get that, but I still don't like her much. Cosima kind of hit a low point for me too, but I think that's more because she didn't have a large chance to shine this season. Thanks for the support xD and I'm hoping this mattress is so freaking worth it in the end, because this piece of shit futon I'm sleeping on for the past week AIN'T DOING IT. I HAVE NO ROOM TO JUST ROLL AROUND! :CCCCC

I know what you mean. I need a lot of motivation to do things lately, but I want to work on that and make writing fun again, just as fun as a good video game!

I haven't been able to, no time, and no money to spend on the materials again. Sad part is that it feels like artists get way more credit than good writers =/