[quote=@Webmaster] *Closes my eyes* [/quote] I'm sorry that my ways are different... I was raised as a survivalist but as a protector as well. The rules of each bash against each other and I let some pas while hold back others. And the rules that I have chosen have been the same ever since my father has taken me out of the castle and shown the truth outside of my home's walls...he asked me many questions...questions that were answered after his death and even now....It is how I am...