And the worst part is I feel like you're patronising me or something, like you're trying to get me to do something I'm incapable of doing. 

I know you're not doing that, I've known you for a long while now and I know you're not that sort of person, it's just...every time I see a reply from you that no-sells every single attack I do, it  kills the joy for me. It kills my motivation to even try to hit something that can't be hit. 

And no matter how much you say that you're leaving me an option, frankly I can't see it. I'm not creative enough to see the subtle hints you leave. I'm just not good enough.