That's weird, you may need to make a deal with a guy online and meet in some shady area and make some awesome exchange of stuff and money. XD It's totally fine, I'm sure you feel like crap. From what you've said, it seems like a terrible situation to be in. Is there any reason you might feel like this? Was this from last week when you thought you might need to see a doctor? I'd hate for this to get worse and worse.