Shu wasn’t sure if Takeshi was trying to reassure him that everything would be okay or if he really believed the treatment would work for Viral. It was hard to say if Viral was actually going to get better when he had no idea what Viral actually acted like when he was normal, whether this really had been going on since he was released all those years ago. It must’ve been surprising to Viral, but also frightening. To forget everything about your life and who you were before must had been traumatic enough to make him an angry person the rest of his life. It must had been a pretty bad life he started off with and that made Shu feel pretty sad. He did thought it was just part of his personality, but apparently according to the man who created him it wasn’t. Sighing lightly, Shu looked to Takeshi as he got all nervous about the ship moving. “I-I will still try to fight! I can’t…I can’t be weak forever…”

T’charrl knew he should feel nervous but he was really struggling, worried he might be lacking something because of his own mental state. He could feel everybody feeling nervous themselves, but he was feeling annoyed at himself for being so selfish and only thinking of his own problems. He was supposed to had gotten over his own problems, but hearing people speak like that about him only made him feel terrible about himself. He could only hope he wouldn’t disappoint people, but he hoped it would be under his own power and control just to prove them wrong. “I’m not that strong, I’m just a pretend type of strong, using someone else’s strength as my own”, he spoke, shaking his head and looking away, “It will probably happen anyway, knowing me. I’m not very good at control and they know that. Maybe I will stay in control…but probably not…”

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The state of the planet below wasn’t something Shu wanted to think about, only hoping what he might see was just debris and not death and destruction. He had enough of that in the past and seeing even more was going to make him feel fairly sick and probably put him off coming out of the ship altogether. He was scared that he might end up unable to do any fighting at all, or anything else in the future with everyone all because he was a coward. He really needed to harden up and forget about these things, he had seen a lot of bad stuff when he was growing up after all so this shouldn’t be a problem. Sighing lightly when Takeshi rubbed his back he looked up to him, frowning a little. “Y-Yeah…but I don’t want you getting hurt either”, he squeaked, looking away with a shake of his head, “I should be able to fight for myself! But…I am too scared. Maybe you help me be strong too? I want to be able to protect too…”

As they slowly moved to find a correct landing spot T’charrl wasn’t feeling too good, but in a way that his nerves were starting to take over. He didn’t want to transform, it was very painful to transform and yet everybody was expecting that from him, knowing he was going to disappoint a lot of people if he failed to transform. If this man was as strong as they said he was then he was going to be in a lot of trouble and will probably feel pain anyway. This was going to hurt a lot and what was worse was he was probably going to take in a lot of energy too so the only way he could possibly avoid changing further anyway was to get completely beaten up. He was always going to have to put himself on the losing side and knowing he was going to have to feel a lot of pain for his own good made him feel terrible. Keeping fairly quiet, he shifted in his seat and played around with his seatbelt, anxious to get off.