[@Loony][@Salt Me Senpai]

Oh it's not insensitive at all. I understand that most people don't have problems. 

As for looking away, even if I look away I still hyperventilate. I'm so traumatized that if I am near a hospital and know shots are coming my way I'm a complete mess. I have to be laying down and talked to the whole time to take my focus just enough off it.

As for posting, sorry for the wait. My phone keeps deleting my IC posts so I've given up. I will wait till my laptop is available since I am apartment hunting right now and I think I found one