"I don't know," i said, returning Vivian's hug. "It could be because things are starting to look up again. Whenever life starts getting decent for me, that necklace intervenes and makes things worse..." To my surprise, I felt tears welling up in the corners of my eyes. Why the hell did all of these awful things happen to me? Did I really deserve to suffer that badly. If so... perhaps it really would be for the best if I put an end to my life, before Vivian or someone else got hurt by the necklace again...