[quote=@GreivousKhan]
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In that case you may be suffering form some mild depression. :P

Either way, if your having a hard time getting it off the ground. That's not a good sign generally. It's going to feel like a chore if you do start it and that's never good. 
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Which is why I ain't forcing it. But no, no depression. son's doing well. 13 pounds now, and 23 inches. Had a good job interview just an hour so ago. 

So nope, no depression. Just none sound good to be when I write it out.