[@Raijinslayer] I'm a lot of things, but I think my awkwardness outshines all else. You know it's a problem when your end of the school year meeting with your teacher isn't about school at all but how I need to overcome my social awkwardness. A twenty minute discussion over my awkwardness. I'm sure she was well-meaning but to my ears it just sounded like 'BECOME A MINDLESS SHEEP LIKE THE OTHER 90% OF YOUR CLASS ALREADY DEAR GOD' and just...I think I'm worse now after that. Oops.