[@Raijinslayer]

Thank you. I'm so sorry for the bomb drop, I just literally found out about it and was still really raw. Luckily, my new roommate is my best friend so even though my husband isn't here right now she was so I am a little more calm now that she talked me through it a bit. I have a very soft heart and feel a lot, my friends are precious to me. All of you here have become my friends and are very dear to me. When I say I love ya guys I mean it. I'm horribly upset and can't get happy but I'm not crying anymore. Thanks for listening. Again I'm sorry for this, you caught me at a sensitive moment which I normally don't do to people. I usually hold it in or hide it