[@Raijinslayer]

Thank you, that really means a lot. I usually never talk about my issues so as to not upset others. I don't know how to feel right now so I might take some time to absorb what has happened as you said. I may just need this right now but we will see if I can do any writing tomorrow. I met this person on guild and they have been on of my closest friends for awhile now so it is just hard to hear their dreams and see there life starting up after so much bad only too see them just gone. It hurts...