[@Akayaofthemoon] Decided to make this message separate. I'm so sorry for your loss Akaya. I've lost many friends, family, and even my father. I know what that feels like. I wish I could do more than give you support on a role-playing forum but that's all I've got. What I really want to do is give you a hug. I hope things get better and I wish you the best of luck. I'm so sorry.