[@Akayaofthemoon]

Oh my god, I'm so, so sorry Akaya. Please don't hold it in, the passing of someone dear is never something you should just hold in, and you shouldn't feel sorry for telling us. I'm not going to say I know what you're going through because everyone handles grief differently, but please take all the time you need, and if you need someone to talk to, well, I'm a socially awkward sixteen year old who is shit at dealing with emotions, be it that of their own or of others, so I'm not sure how much help I'll be, but I'm here to listen. I really wish I could do more for you, but I just want to say that though I can't do much, I care for you and I'm really sorry. Please, please take care of yourself in any way that you need. No one is going to be upset with you for doing so.