[@Salt Me Senpai]

I know you haven't been slacking and please no worries. It not like you can so much till I do something which I am sorry for but I can't post. I've been crying my eyes out and only feel good enough to post in OOC. 

[@Pathfinder]

Your post was wonderful as always. Thank you for your words. Until the loss of my friend is grieved and I can start to get a handle on excepting it I don't think the hurting will end soon but at least I can get to a point where I am okay enough to function better. I'm sorry everyone for the sadness and for not being able to keep myself going at the moment. Your kind words do help very much