[quote=@hatakekuro]
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I think that's the heart of it. Caits speaking as someone who's had to deal with difficult families I can say without any doubt that they can be hell. If anything this is an emotional issue that's starting to take its toll on you and I dare say that enough is enough. You bottle this up too and that's definitely doing damage too. Is there any way you can find a councilor or therapist at all? One that is going to sit down and listen and not give you self help bs or try to repair relationships from the get-go? I can tell from experience that those two will only do more damage.  
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I can barely afford to live as it is, a therapist is just not in my budget, and the university ones we can use aren't that good. 

I'll be better when I can get a job and get out of this bloody house.