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I will try my best ^-^ Love you all and night night. Sweetest dreams.

Loony I am sorry for not speaking up on the relationship thing. I understand where you are both coming from but I am a romantic at heart and I have found a person just right for me. He is my best friend and the person I share everything with. This has nothing to do with where I was born but more to do with my family. I had both my great grandparents well into my teen years and they had known each other all their lives and had been married for more than 75 years. The made me see and believe in the love people could have.

I am not without my hurts. For awhile I didn't believe in love and thought I would never have it plus didn't want it. My mother had an abusive boyfriend and for awhile I blamed her for letting it happen. For my pain and her pain. Not understanding why she was staying. Then he started to emotionally abuse me. Calling me horrible things, saying I couldn't do anything without help and saying that no one would every love me and that if I found it that I would lose it for sure. The hurt me more than I can say. I still can't stand certain people yelling. Through all this I still believe in relationships and love. Romantic or otherwise. I think the whole, you need to get married and find love is too heavily pushed in America but I don't think it is just that. I think people want to believe in that kind of love my great grandparents have. That good or bad you will have someone by your side that will keep loving every part of you.
It is something most people have a hard time finding.
I wish people did focus on love of family and friends because I feel strong love for them. It doesn't always have to be romantic type like most people are so focused on writing or in general. 
Sorry if this was weird to say.