[@Akayaofthemoon] [color=fafabe]"This isn't best for me. Howlite is dead. And I'm not. That's not how it was supposed to work. I don't want to die...That's not what I'm saying, but I'm only going to live for so long anyways. Howlite had a long time ahead of her. I don't. Reggie will probably outlive me. And if I'm forced to make a decision, which I am certain will have to happen at some point...I'm not welcome here. You can say what you want, Aquamarine, ma'am, but I know I'm not welcome here. That much has already been made clear to me. That doesn't mean I won't consider your side, for the sake of the newborns, and if Reggie so decides, his sake as well...But don't you tell me I'm welcome here when I am clearly not. Neither the humans or the newborns are going to appreciate my presence, unlike Reggie, but from what Talc told me, Homeworld...Doesn't think any higher of gems like me than they think of humans. ...For the sake of those superior...Other gems...We're disposable. Both sides seem unwelcoming and both sides have those I want to protect. But one side has someone whom not only I care for and trust, but does the same for me...And if he stays on that side...I'm sorry, but I think the choice will be difficult, but, ultimately, obvious."[/color]