The days gave way to weeks the looks lessened and the medication changed. Taking the edge off most of the things that had annoyed you. At first the counseling was a joke the two of you stared at each other and eventually you began the session by telling him how he was wasting his time and that nothing would change. "You are reasonably defiant. The only thing I can do for you is offer suggestions to better construct the way in which you view things. The fact that you have been exposed to all this trauma and not had any counseling makes me a little sick to be honest. honesty is the road we must take because lies have holes and a structure with holes fails eventually." He slides the file to you. "Here is all i know and all the notes every doctor has ever written on you. They tell a story of a person who was used from day one. I have spoken to all the people in the house and the picture gets darker. There is only one way to undo this. You have to move forward. Yes it was brutal and senseless and it happened for no reason but you are alive and this is what matters. You have to say it. Say I am alive." We will end the session when you are ready I am here at the behest of your caregiver but as a care giver I honestly don't care. I don't care about anything in a file or the person with money. I care about the oath I took. To do no harm. I will do all that I can to heal you. That Eva, is what i do. the money is a side effect."