"It's a natural reaction to be angry. A father is suppose to protect. He was not your model parent then? Shame. I can see how this would not only cause the defensive mechanism of being betrayed by the people who were suppose to be your closest allies. It would also affect all future dealings with other people. This is interesting that you would still feel this way after his death. Now that he is gone from your life who would be next in line for blame?" He folded his hands in front of his face. "These people that are here, I will recommend they leave. I can't say that Amanda will do it but I will explain that the fewer people will help you feel comfortable. In all honesty it will probably help if you could compromise a little by being a little less defensive toward them and show a small outward change from the normal defensive attitude. They only have good intentions toward you. They are just put off by the defensive attitude you are currently projecting. If you don't believe me try being social. I didn't say nice. Keep your suspicions inside and just act less hostile."