After finally ordering her coffee, Lexi looked around the room again. Two other people were all that was left in the otherwise empty Cafe. She took the steaming little cup of joy, walking over to the table. [color=1a7b30]"You can do this. You do it every night at work. Meeting new people isn't a new thing for you."[/color] her mind races. Wasn't that the bouncer at Lush? Who knows. She finally got over to the table, her heart pounding. [color=1a7b30]"What is up with you.."[/color] she thought [color=1a7b30]"I'm never this nervous."[/color] What was she doing? Why talk to them all of a sudden? It's not like she was lonely...or was she? She had been under the illusion that she was happy with her life, her job at the club, living the life of the party by night. But was she really? She realised her hands were shaking and clenched the coffee cup harder in her hands to hide it. She looked to the pair occupying the table, standing there awkwardly for a second, clicking her nails on the cup nervously [color=1a7b30]"...Mind...if I join you? I mean, if it's no trouble. I...What I mean to say is...I don't know."[/color] She looks at the two, trying to calm herself down. It had occured to her that she hadn't actually socialized with too many people at all in her life. Yes she was a waitress, but she only ever asked people if they wanted another drink. She was lonely....it was a new feeling. The illusion of a social life hiding the nervous wreck that was Lexi.