The shrink nods. "Good get it all out. So lets see what we have. Its everyone's fault your tired of being a victim and you feel betrayed. Its all natural given your history I honestly cant fault your feelings. From past experiences but they are in the past. You carry enough emotional baggage to keep an airline busy for a month. We need to move on. Never let your guard down is good when your a football player or a boxer but as a person its emotionally draining and takes its toll on the individual. Eva you have to relax a little for your own sake and in your own way. I'm going to adjust the scripts for you a little and lower the dosage. It will not smother you, but they will give you the nudge I think you could use."

"I don't think there is a person on the planet that openly looks to be betrayed. It just happens. You more then most, and I would like to discuss why that is. I feel that the answer is right in the open. For whatever reason a mechanism has stopped you from identifying a betrayal before they can get the opportunity to hurt you. This is not your fault because you have no idea what real trust is. Let me put it another way. How do you describe a color to a blind person? See? You never experienced it so how would you know when you saw it? This is not your fault and something I look forward on helping you develop. Unfortunately our time is up for today. I can stay and continue this if you wish."