I never would have guessed. Good for you, dude. It's not easy coming out, but in my surprisingly similar experience, people can surprise you.

About wanting to "forcing yourself to deal with it", you don't need to. As you said, it's okay to be questioning or unsure, and it can stay that way as long as you want. It's not like a probationary period before you officially decide what label applies to you. Shit just is as it is, and "knowing" what label you fall under is overrated as fuck. It's easier to just [i]be[/i]. You find some dude attractive, hit on him, you find a girl attractive, ask her out. Whatever - just act on what you feel, and let knowing "what" you are lie. I've stopped even describing myself as bisexual 'cause I don't really know where I fall, but that's okay. You're an Aza-sexual, just like I'm a Halo-sexual, and Dinh there is a Dinh-sexual (I heard he's into stationery ._.). People are just into what they're into, and that rarely fits all neatly into some predefined box.

(Also ditto what Alex said)