[quote=@Halo]
I never would have guessed. Good for you, dude. It's not easy coming out, but in my surprisingly similar experience, people can surprise you.

About wanting to "forcing yourself to deal with it", you don't need to. As you said, it's okay to be questioning or unsure, and it can stay that way as long as you want. It's not like a probationary period before you officially decide what label applies to you. 
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I get this, I'm just frustrated it isn't something I apparently am incapable of immediately answering and knowing everything. But thank you.