Awwww MAN!I am super sorry to hear that. 

Take care and work hard with your collage Escha. I'll be here if you ever want to pick things up again, or maybe want to start something new entirely. A 1v1 just for us. Even if you just get the bug to bite you again, and you post something MONTHS from now, i'd still be cool with continueing at an extreamly slower pace. 

But whichever works for you, works for you so dont worry about it Escha.

Till Then Dude!