Smirking the man said, "The trauma, will leave when you choose. Let me ask you, if you had amnesia, do you think it would affect your personality? If the trauma never happened you think you would be happier? The drugs are only meant to help you stay calm. You mentioned video games and television, perhaps you already realize that when you're not obsessing on the trauma you are not as miserable. Maybe one day you may be able to dwell on the present and less on the past." He gets up and holds the door for you.