I'll admit, I never really got chance to read the comics >.< but no, I agree. It does seem a little less insane to have it be a manifestation of herself. I usually just have a face in mind and grab that face or go on the hunt using Deviantart XD seriously though, I don't mind what medium you use :) Ahh, you're not missing much to be honest :) they're fun if you have the same as everyone else you know, if not you have to be brave and make friends >.< what portables do you play? Hey! No I don't mind! I am exactly the same way. I refuse to even start unless I have a plot and roughly know what on earth is happening at the start. So seriously, don't worry :)