[center][color=6ecff6]"I who love hath never felt love..."[/color][/center]

[center][b]Armarion's Journal[/b][/center]

[center][@Eyeris][/center]

[center]Armarion smiled and thought what to say it took a little while then he knew how he should tell her his feelings.

[color=6ecff6]"You are one close to me as my brother Amos has been before and I think now you should know something of which is close to my soul and spirit for you should know!"[/color]

Armarion spoke with feeling and emotion.

[color=6ecff6]"I have spent much time with you Iratze and have grown fond of you and you maybe I presume have grown fond of me"[/color]

He paused pondering what he should say next to her then spoke up once again.

[color=6ecff6]"Over the many eons that have past you have sat and listened to my stories enjoying them listening with wonder and joy over those years something changed inside me,"[/color]

He put his hand over his chest as he spoke about how he felt change.

[color=6ecff6]"Iratze I have feared to tell you this over the many years of my existence for I thought and maybe at this moment I still think you might turn your back on me as Amare seems to have done"[/color]

He looked sad at that moment when he mentioned Amare who was like a son to him who was taken away and never to return he felt very sad because he wondered where Amos was and now he wondered where Amare was.

[color=6ecff6]"Iratze I love you and you have always been close to me and have listened to me unlike many of my other brothers and sisters,"[/color]

He took her hand and looked into her eyes which were blissful and beautiful shimmering with light and life.

[color=6ecff6]"You are the one I love Iratze and I have loved you ever since we all were cast out from the Heavens, I have just feared telling anyone this and I have feared that you will turn on me and never love me as I love you because my dearest two brothers seem to have done that to me!"[/color]

He held her hand and his eyes filled with shining tears as he looked at her, he had kept these tears back for a long time, he had cried every night in his study in Heaven when he was alone because he felt so much pressure on him because he was expected to do so much for everyone.

[color=6ecff6]"That is my secret Iratze, it is my love to you!"[/color]

He smiled lopsidedly and a couple of tears ran down his cheeks as he awaited her reaction to what he had said.[/center]