You don't want to be an author? Cause it sounds like you're really mixed and you might settle for something you have to do, rather than want. :C

I never have plans for Halloween, my father ruined it for me by taking it too seriously. If I said 'trick or treat' wrong as a kid - as a fucking KID - he'd be on my ass about it. Like let me be a fucking kid and get some candy! I stopped when I was twelve, couldn't stand a night with my father >.> I might just spend it writing or gaming. You?