Shu didn’t think Takeshi was ever going to understand what he was trying to say, nobody seemed to even when he tried. He did get a little flustered and lost his better ability to speak, but he didn’t want his point to get lost when he did try to talk. Nobody was going to take him seriously, he was just going to get continuously spoken down to like he was a child. Nobody really understood what he was going through, but it wasn’t as if he would ever be able to speak clearly so they might understand. He was very different compared to others and he didn’t know what to do or what could be done about it. He was a coward because he was afraid of what he was and that was it, everybody else was fine with going in and attacking. Sighing, Shu glanced up at Takeshi before looking away again, frowning as Takeshi continued to try and reassure him that he was anything but bad. There was no way to help him, he couldn’t help but get mad sometimes nor did they know what it even was that he changed into. “Nobody knows how to help me! Nobody knows what it is, what I am…I don’t know…” he spoke, pulling the covers up to his chin some more. “How do you fix something like that…? Nobody knows. It’s not going to be fixed…it’s just a big problem. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do now…I just don’t know. Nothing will help. I just don’t get angry, that all. Then…other things…I don’t know. I don’t know what’s wrong with me…” Viral stared at Vegeta before looking back to the wall, slowly laying bricks down. He really had no clue about June, even though he was supposed to. She was just another person to him that he had some hidden memories about, the familiarity still managing to come forward and spring to his mind. He didn’t know how to act around her, even after finding out about his origins. He didn’t see himself as family even after all that, considering what he was supposed to be. “She could hate my existence for all anyone knows, I suppose. I wasn’t planned beyond blueprints and experimentations and who knows how much Aito could influence someone. It’s all a mystery to me”. Maybe it was because of how different he was or how his circumstances turned out, he was still confident he wasn’t going to fit in quite how they wanted him to beyond words. “Hmm, we’re supposed to be doing this until I’m too tired to continue…or when you’re too tired to continue watching me. Who knows if I’ll get tired before you or whether I’ll feel like I’m constantly running on caffeine. Maybe all this will just make me act crazy high because this is the most work I’ve done in a very long time”.