I'm serious, you gotta stop being so hard on yourself and for some people, they can only stop a bad habit by forceful conditioning. Just like forming habits sometimes needs positive reinforcement. I can only be your cheerleader for so long and I want you to see yourself in a positive light and do good things. That can only happen when you are on your own side. But like I said, I can't keep trying to pump you up when you try to bring yourself down...it's a fight I don't see myself winning, it's a fight only you can win.