[quote=@DarkwolfX37] I'm already censoring my comments, I'm not going to censor my language too, especially when it's both not something anyone in their right mind would want censored and it's how a character would say it. Meaning even if it's saying dick or cock instead, I'm gonna fucking say it. If you have that big of a problem with it, then use your censor program to change it to member or some shit, I don't care. But censor it on your end, because I won't on mine. Don't beat yourself up over it. That didn't look like "true anger." Trust me, it was real, and it feels bad now, but that wasn't anything to get upset over feeling. It's important to get that out if you feel it so you don't really burst later. If I go on to follow along what you said even though I don't believe it, then what you heard wasn't talking about that. This is from someone who's had anger problems up until the last few years and would've killed someone from it before if I had known one other thing. You're fine. It's okay. It's nothing to feel bad over. I get that you feel bad that it was directed at your friends, and that's justified, but don't become scared of that feeling itself just because of the surrounding factors. The realest anger there is doesn't come to just words. You would have done something on your end if you were as angry as you think you were. And I'm not saying that you don't know yourself or understand or any of that. It's just like how to a newborn, every feeling is the worst feeling they've ever felt. You've never felt that way, so it seems more extreme to you than it is when keeping in mind everything. Just because it's a story doesn't mean it isn't real. You may not feel for your characters as strongly, but some of us do. You are no less a character in a story that's analogous to a reality than they are. Perspective is everything. "See that? Now THAT was a battle! Look at this blood! We humans are alive, even if we are assassins! Doesn't matter if it's a video game, movie, drama, anime, manga, WE'RE ALIVE! People shed blood and die!" [/quote] Huh. Well, thank you for that. It's reassuring.