"What kind of question is that?" Cal asked with a small laugh, "I mean I don't have anything to compare it to, but I can say he was tender and caring. After it all happened I cried and he just held me, I felt so foolish and he didn't care he said he wanted it and made sure I didn't felt pressured into doing it as well." Callan explained and looked over to her sister. "But it was actually uncomfortable, physically. Not something I had expected. I don't know maybe because it was both our first times and just..." She trailed off before brushing her hair back.

"No, I don't want you to be in a different room. I want you here with me right now, I'm kind of scared and sick and that's not a good combination."