She looked at him blankly. She gulps and turned her gaze away. "It was once." Her eyes twinkle as she seemed very far away in her mind at that moment. She stared into the distance without saying much. Something clearly had traumatized her. She held both hands together neatly in her lap and looked down with sorrow. "It is a darker place now." She heard screams in the back of her mind. One was her own cry of agony. She gasped. "Raphael!" She stood up and shouted, she couldn't bare the thought of it. Last she saw him, fear in her eyes. "No!" She covered her face with her hands and fell to her knees. "Father...." She regarded Raphael highly as such.