I really have always hated dropping out of roleplays, but my RL life is really tense and stressful right now, and while normally I'd be fine with what's going on, with it on top of my life right now, I'm not sure I can handle the OOC dynamics and fear I must drop. If you want to keep my nation as an NPC, delete it, whatever. It's in Golem's hands. The best of luck to everyone.