[quote=@Araby264] *side steps the blow* Or maybe this Alucard is just trying to distance himself from what he used to know. Maybe even after all that's happened he still loves his wife, and wants to believe that she deserves better, but in reality he's just to weak to realize she never loved him to begin with. *she whispers in your ear* Why else would she be all over your best friend like a bitch in heat while you were married? [/quote] Alucard: *looks at you* She needs someone. If she didn't love me, we would not have raised a child together. Given, she did grow up into her teens in the matter of a year, but still. It wasn't easy. *looks you dead in the eye* As for Saya, I love her still, yes. But we can't be together anymore. She can't know what I have done. *a thousand tons of force hits you in your chest as I send energy out in that direction*