[@Crazy Doctor]

When I was very young, I had a nurse be very painful with me. I mean like very young as like less than 4. If that want bad enough, they lost all my shot records at the hospital when I was like 7 and had to redo all my shots which was horrible because they did most of them at once and then after it was done....they magically found my records. After that, a nurse gave me a tetanus shot on the top of my shoulder which is an incorrect spot so not only was it more painful than normal, I literally had no use of my arm for a week because it made the process of it sinking into my muscles slower because the top muscle of a shoulder isn't used as much as an arm muscle. I also had a nurse give me a shot by roughly jamming it into my arm and then after she pulled it out, she said "oh I missed some." she then jammed it back into the same hole to give me the rest. I had a huge black bruise almost instantly.

Needless to say, shots have never been good for me. My mind goes blank, I feel like a helpless child, I honestly don't remember much when I get shots other than laying down, hyperventilating till I can barely breath and crying loudly with no shame and every single one is painful. I would rather be slowly cut with a knife