So, I've been on this incarnation of the guild since the beginning, but I've never really had a poke around these parts before, and I thought I'd give it a gander. 

Just to clarify; the intention here is to get some things off of my chest, and to maybe form a little support group for those of us who've taken a knock or two in recent times. 

A couple things have gone wrong for me recently, the first of which was the diagnosis of depression, which then had abit of a knock on affect. I've felt like a zombie for the longest time, and now I've lost my girlfriend of nine months. 

We were [b]VERY[/b] (probably abit too) close for what felt like a very long time, and I'm tripping all over myself trying to get back on my feet. I know the smart thing to do is just to move on, but whenever I see her or hear her voice I want to go running straight back and drop everything. There was a time when it looked like we were gonna get back together, but that's passed now, which is definitely for the best, I guess. Still hurts like incendiary butt buggery, though. 

Next comes the parents splitting up. Now, I'm of the mind-set that if two people cant be happy together then I'd rather they were happy apart, but that doesn't change the fact that the two people whose commitment to each other I've always adorned are now separating. Coupled with me and my (ex) girlfriend parting ways, it kind've feels like all relationships will inevitably end, and that bums me the fuck out. Oh also, we're gonna loose the house I grew up in, which sucks an extra-large bag of camel dick.


In my depressed foolishness, a variety of suicide attempts followed, mostly as an after thought of me running into my ex. Yeah, I'm pretty obsessed with her, and I need to get over her ASAP. 

So anyway, after an attempted hanging I blacked out and woke up in an ambulance, and now I'm just kind've chilling under 24 hour surveillance in Hospital. 

Any of you guys in similar positions? D'you have any advice for me? Would anyone else feel like just venting for abit? 

There's an element of anonymity to the guild, which could be quite helpful in this sort of set-up. 

I'm gonna need some help getting through the next few however longs, and I'm sure I'm not the only one. I hope we can achieve something good here.