[quote=@Apokalipse] I have (: Anti-depressants are a gift from God. Though, there are times when I relapse, like if I forget to take my pills for a few nights, or something happen. This week in particularly has been hard for me since my grandma is visiting and she drives me crazy. The other day she had that school shootings happen because people are "just messed up," referring to mental illness and stuff. Ugh, but yeah. I am happy, usually. My mom has been a great beam of support since she's gotten sober and my dad has always been someone I've been able to forget my problems with and watch great adventure movies with. As well as my best friend and my sisters. [/quote] I'm really glad to hear that :D sorry about your grandma. I guess her generation aren't very culturally aware, but that doesn't excuse making ridiculous statements like that. I've been on Floxetine for a while, but it doesn't seem to have made much of a change. I'm hopeful that things will pick up soon though!