[quote=@Wintergrey]
I agree there are people like that. The world is full of complex people. I'm just saying I'm not nearly a good enough writer to be able to capture the idea of that kind of person.
[/quote]

This is a disorder that should not be glamorized or written to be "cool".  It is a disorder that millions of people suffer from, even doing the smallest bit of activities. This disorder is called a disorder for a reason - the definition itself is "a state of confusion", or "disrupt the systematic functioning or neat arrangement of".  Their daily lives are disrupted and normal tasks easy for persons without disabilities is harder for them. 

You can always improve upon your writing, too.  Don't set yourself short. :)